Convergence

It's inane. It's undeniable. It's unattainable.

What are you to me? Nothing right now. Maybe later. Maybe never. I guess time will tell. But I want it so bad. Yearn for the closeness and comfort you may bring.

Come to me now, come to me forever.

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I see you in my waking dreams, picture the life we would have together. It would be everything I've ever wanted. Sharing those dark parts of ourselves with no hesitation. Exploring each other's minds, bodies, and souls.

Where are you now? It's been a long time since I've felt that blossoming hope. It feels like you're farther away. Why won't you come closer? I can't feel your presence behind my intent. That panging hope is dwindling. You've eluded me past the latest hour.

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Why is it taking so long? I will be gone without you. Retreating back into myself as the days grow lonelier. Take me away from this place, free me.

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Oh, how you enamour me. You drag beneath me as I pull away. We're so close, but never feel the warmth of our skin pressed together. How is this possible?

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My guard is rising, my anxiety surmounting. I've been left here by myself for too long. These torturous days without you are unbearable. It's like a flimsy film that I can see each day through. All laid out in their monotone splendour, anticipatory of my misery.

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I want you but can't have you. Not yet, but tell me it's soon. I will have no choice but to stay the course, weather this journey by myself until our paths cross.

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Once more, it's coming back to me.

Those slices through my body, the shivers up my spine. I crave your divinity, your grace. Your wit, your hardships. Your candor and your strength. It's all for me. Every aspect, every glance, every intention you set. They're all for me. Just as all of me is all for you.

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Please, my heart, come to me.

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I miss your touch although I've never felt it. I miss your smile although I've never tasted it.

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We can rest our weary heads and entangle our bodies. Watch the stars glisten and glow. Give thanks to the moon for her glorious light. There's so much waiting to be done. Do you even know?

Lay it all before me. I desire it so.

-LK