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A Brief History
Why do you think you are who you are today? What shifted in your path from childhood to now that formed the person you face in the...
Nov 28, 20239 min read
Oh, How the Days Pass Me By
I feel at odds with myself. I'm yearning for closeness but can't find it. I try to distract my mind, but I bounce between tasks, not...
Nov 22, 20239 min read
A Thursday Night
I've been working non-stop and not having much time to think. Mostly letting the days pass me by, just following routine. There isn't a...
Nov 16, 20235 min read
Alone With Your Thoughts
There's a power in taking time to be with yourself. To sit with your thoughts and let them run their course. It's something that I...
Nov 8, 20237 min read
The Trials of Passion
I don't know how I feel right now. After discussing with you how to push through your mental barriers and tackle small tasks, I find...
Nov 6, 20236 min read
Starting
What to do when you don't know what to do? I like to start at the place that is the most uncomfortable: all of those things I've been...
Nov 4, 20235 min read
Control
I've been practicing envisioning my future. Of the things I will have learned and the journey's I will have traversed. I want to get more...
Nov 2, 20235 min read
Lost
It's so strange. I felt so settled yesterday. And here I am today, back where I started. - I moved out of my apartment yesterday. I was...
Oct 30, 20237 min read
It's Everything I Have - Or Is It?
How do I let this go? It's so hard to fathom. I've grown dreary in its comfort, and yet I am calm here. Here I find peace and...
Oct 29, 20234 min read
The Ultimate
There's a lot left unknown in my life. I don't know who I'll become, who I'll meet, what experiences will define me as a whole. There's...
Oct 21, 20232 min read
Catching Up
Hey, it's been a few days. I've been taking some time to myself to heal and figure out why my brain won't let me be happy. There's been a...
Oct 20, 20235 min read
I Feel Stuck
In my last post, I talked a bit about having a conversation with my father. Well, that conversation happened and it went pretty much...
Oct 13, 20235 min read
On a More Serious Note
Well, I texted my father today. I had to ask my sister for the number since I blocked and deleted it two years ago. Just like I said in...
Oct 9, 20238 min read
Yesterday
I've kind of been treating this space as a journal of sorts. Popping in when something's on my mind or feel the need to share something...
Oct 8, 20239 min read
Dissociation
It’s easy to become numb, to feel nothing towards the happenings in your life. I find myself slipping into it without even realizing. I...
Oct 5, 20232 min read
Maddening
It seems that there's a world of possibilities lying before me. So many options to choose from. I can be anything and do anything, within...
Oct 3, 20235 min read
How Does One Go About Forgiveness?
I've started reading some books on the topic of forgiveness. Absolving the atrocities that have been done onto you and granting reprieve...
Sep 29, 20237 min read
Feeling Low
Hey, I hope your day has been kind to you. Kinder than I'm being to myself right now. I seem to have lapsed back into a morbid state of...
Sep 28, 20237 min read
Here We Are
I'm feeling restless again. Like the bones in my body have shrunk and the skin around them has elasticized. I don't know what to do with...
Sep 26, 20237 min read
The Possibilities are Before You
What if there was a way to override your thought process? To dive behind the scenes and manipulate those neural pathways that seem stuck...
Sep 24, 20238 min read
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